Surprise drinks

Yesterday night
I only went out for a drink
after lying on the floor of a dance school until midnight.
Somehow
I ended up at some rich kid's house
smoking weed with his friends as the sun came up,
his fiery girlfriend sleeping on the balcony couch.
N slept in the arms of an italian,
and I went inside intoxicated,
frustrated by his silence,
the lack of his hands on my skin,
for all the wrong reasons.
I laid down on the couch
and sank inside myself
until staying there was unbearable.