Overpower

I bit him
and he choked me
as we fucked.
He stroked my hair
my cheek
my thighs.
Sometimes fucking
feels like fighting
and I realised what a good analogy that is
for the chemistry between us.
His weakness
is the emotions he appears to have for me.
They give me power
that I do not know how to handle
without instictively hurting him.
My power is also
the source of my fear,
my weakness.
Human relationships
tend to be
a game of overpowering the other.
It's a fight I am not willing to lose.
I might.
I hope i know myself enough not to.