There was something that I wanted to say.
Something important.
Except it's forgotten now.
I didn't forget you though.
Well,
ain't that a tragedy?
All hail,
the beers.
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25.11.13
24.11.13
Restless hours
There are those restless hours,
in the darkness of the night
mostly,
where I can't bear to be anywhere
especially
home.
I want to be around people
but I can't stand anyone
and there is this constant sense
of drowning.
I want to get the fuck out of here.
in the darkness of the night
mostly,
where I can't bear to be anywhere
especially
home.
I want to be around people
but I can't stand anyone
and there is this constant sense
of drowning.
I want to get the fuck out of here.
15.11.13
12.11.13
Touched.
He touched me.
It might be stupid
and one-sided,
but he touched me
in my soul.
And that's what matters.
How pathetic.
It might be stupid
and one-sided,
but he touched me
in my soul.
And that's what matters.
How pathetic.
11.11.13
Saturday night mobile notes*
Drunk and dancing
best combination ever.
Except I still think of him.
I'm a sucker for bad habits you know.
*I wrote this while out on Saturday on my mobile - I was quite tipsy at the time. Thought of polishing it up a bit, then changed my mind.
best combination ever.
Except I still think of him.
I'm a sucker for bad habits you know.
*I wrote this while out on Saturday on my mobile - I was quite tipsy at the time. Thought of polishing it up a bit, then changed my mind.
7.11.13
Tonight I have no words for you
Tonight I had to stop myself from messaging him.
First time in a long time.
Well, three and something weeks
(a day).
And I didn't ask anyone to stop me,
'cause they couldn't even if they tried,
and it wasn't for my ego
that I didn't even try.
It was mostly becase
I didn't think I'd get anything
that would beat the silence.
First time in a long time.
Well, three and something weeks
(a day).
And I didn't ask anyone to stop me,
'cause they couldn't even if they tried,
and it wasn't for my ego
that I didn't even try.
It was mostly becase
I didn't think I'd get anything
that would beat the silence.
4.11.13
Not you. Him.
“Yes, I was infatuated with you: I am still. No one has ever heightened such a keen capacity of physical sensation in me. I cut you out because I couldn’t stand being a passing fancy. Before I give my body, I must give my thoughts, my mind, my dreams. And you weren’t having any of those.”
— | Sylvia Plath I still think of you of course. Oops, my bad, I mean of him. I won't address him anymore. Where was I?
Oh.
Yes.
I remembered.
I still think of him of course.
Long before the night falls,
even amidst the noise.
And I want to message him,
I do,
But in all this time he has not bothered
and I hate this clingy, needy part of me
that wishes we'd
just
talk.
So I decided
since I have no way of knowing
since I only know the facts
I'll act accordingly and cut it all off.
Like a wound it'll sting
and it will leave scar tissue behind.
I've always been fond of scars.
"If you still talk about it
it still matters."
If I stop talking about
will it stop mattering?
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