2.7.14

While in Berlin

I ate less
I smoked more
sometimes more than tobacco
occasionally I drunk more.
I felt lonely at times and content.
Now I'm back and crying
I shouldn't feel so trapped
by people's love.
I love them too
so much
it hurts to think they'll all be gone one day
that's why I need to leave.
I'm a coward
not so deep in my heart.

I loved that state
in which I was continually wondering
what would it take to lose control?

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  1. when your hearts says go... leave. you won't lose them.
    x

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  2. Whenever I start feeling myself love or fall for another person I feel trapped too. I panic frequently. But in the end, feeling is always wonderful, even when it's painful.

    Em
    Tightrope to the Sun

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    1. No I have not fallen in love. I merely refer to my loved ones, like family and friends. Sometimes it feels scary to have people who care and fear of their expectations.

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