And as you smiled
I knew all my fears were unfounded
and as relief surged in
so did disappointment
and God damn,
I really did have hope
that I would not turn out to be so cruel.
I wish for people to crave me
even as I do not.
What a low desire
to have myself.
"I wish for people to crave me even as I do not"... I loved that... I feel that... I am that...
ΑπάντησηΔιαγραφήThe first part of this poem really got me in the heart. I want people so madly but the moment they seem to show hope for me, I end up spoiling it on accident. Amazing how that happens.
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