Push

I don't get much sleep these days.
I either sleep a lot
or not at all.
Sometimes I eat.

I try to push myself these days.
Push my self to eat
push my self to rest
push my self to work
push my self to feel
(I don't always do that though.
do I?)

It gently occures to me
that I should try to care of myself
'cause no one else will
and if they want to
they won't always be able to,
now will they?