In a year from now,
when I'll live closer
and everything will be softer
and the memories will have washed off
[the intensity of them rather]
I want to have a chance,
in a semi-dtunken conversation
in the early hours of the morning
before the light of dawn,
[when eyelids are heavier
and words sincerer]
I want to have the chance to tell you
of how I felt
a year back.
[No matter of the changes since then]
Of the terrible loneliness
the longing
the feeling of weakness
and then the numbness
arriving
uninvited
but welcome
however terrifying.
the last part will haunt me at least for tonight.
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