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  He pinned my hands above my head and came to me like a hurricane, I had realised the calm before the storm but thought I had misinterpreted it for a moment. Since then I keep reliving those moments in my head, it is almost frustrating, I feel like I'm somehow altering them in this way. He knew how to move and how to touch in the way that truly excites me.

  I am amazed at the fact that I slept so soundly by his side afterwards, I can never sleep at the sides of men whom I have had sex with and how easily things flowed. 

  We have not talked since then and his constant question between kisses repeats itself in my ears. 

  "Why did you open the door?"